Retard

I cannot understand my Brother. I only have one. I leave messages he doesn't return them it's not like I'm going to beat him up or something. I seem to have a simmilar effect on my father as well, which is needless to say, depressing. Why I continue to contact them is beyond me, if I was anything like either of them they would only be good to me as memories. Oh well.
So some one finally put the fire out inside my head. I decided I needed to go back to basics and read my scriptures. My scriptures apparently do not Like me. I opened up to Titus in the New Testament where it desribed the Nature of a Bishop. HRM! And then I read the Book of Mormon, which happened to be a section I had underlined that pretty much said, "Had you been living as God commanded you then you will have peace if not then well it sucks to be you..." Thanks...So I am not sure that I was not necesarily living as ought to be in the present but the Happening that Made me mad at the "man in the suit" AKA the Bishop. sooooooo.....yeah.