Kids and Doctors, Doctors and Things...

Yesterday Kiersten got Diagnosed with Pnemonia-She is still at home though b/c she is still alert, so now we do meds and breathing treatments and such.

Haven't been here for AWHILE

So-it seems like I have not been updating much of anything. Kelly and I are getting along much better now, mostly do to the fact that he fractured and dislocated his shoulder the last time he rode his dirtbikes-thus having to sell them B/C he was out of work. (He remebered this deal we had made the last time he tried to tell me he was gonna sell the darn things...) Anyway, so God is good to us and had the bikes sell, and it was perfect because we really need a place to live. Also, we ended up on Food Stamps which is still a little hard for me because I have NEVER been on such a program but I suppose it is okay as long as we do not sit on it when we get back on our feet. I am now 31 weeks pregnant, and it is starting to hurt me a lot more-maybe it will come early. I have two names in mind for a girl and almost Nill for a boy: The names are Emma Raelynn or Avrie Raelynn I think that I will decide when I see it. Maybe the boys names would be Aaron Seth or Hyrum? Kiersten Started school on August 20th and is doing great-Hannah is VERY JEALOUS she wants to go to school and runs around telling me she is leaving for the bus with her white tiger fuzzy backpack in tow-the other day she got out the front door and tried to run to the bus stop. Kayla has no such dreams of grandure, she is waiting because she knows it is comming for her-however sometimes she and hannah pretend to go to school together. C.J. and Kayden love to shove thier "puppies" in thier bags and play with those, C.J. has also taken to tying up everything!!! Including Kelly's Work boot Laces. Kayden has a new facination with the electrical Socket Covers and has figured out how to get them out (which is not so great) My Mom is going to CA to see her friend and my Brother/Sisiter-I hope she gets there safe. Pretty Much the Same old Same old.

Is there something wrong with this Picture?

Hey all you people out there in reality land. it is now right about 10pm and my "husband" is still not home. Has he called? Oh, no, of course not whay would he?? His is out dirt biking around (or at least thats what he said he is doing) and has been doing so since 4pm. Is he going to be home any time soon?? Oh well, I really do not know the answer to that one folks because he has mentioned before how the boys like to have a few after thier ride. So tell me, IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG WITH THIS??? Here is the kicker- Liandra has taken the kids overnight only to bring them back at 6 am tommorrow morning-Funny how he disappears when it is just my kids around. Am I the babysitter, I think so! What is he actually doing here other than having a place to live food and laundry service and free daycare?? NOT SURE!

But he's a MAN and MEN need to do MAN things. during the week with work tomorrow and till God knows when...

This is all just days after the "Our Marriage Sucks" Campaign on my end can we please do something about it..."Of course we can honey-just look down and keep marching..." "Oh yeah we can read that book...NOT"

And how about I drive your car through the mud laugh and say, "well, you are going to need something to do later.."

So now we ask ourselves, how screwed are we really if we were to rid ourselves of said person? Pretty Darn Screwed.

Steps to getting rid of said person:

`Apply for personal Credit card
`Talk to Lawyer
`Sell HOUSE
`Keep VAN
`Rent Apartment
`Apply for Job
`Find Daycare
`Apply for ICCP
`Wave goodbye

Steps to Keeping Said person around:

`Endure to the End
`DO NOT SELL VAN
`DO NOT REFINANCE HOUSE
`GO on Vacation far far away with kids and leave him here as to avoid hate tward said person

Finding Peace.

My soul is thirsting- I need to be "filled" . Mothers Day is depressing, they should call it, "Mother to Mother to Grandmothers Day" That way we all would know who really understands and appreciates what we all are doing and have been through, our own mothers and grandmothers. Not that I need this whole hallmark holiday thing...But when the Daycare Moms ask "Oh, so are you doing something special???" and I say..."no, just another day......" and they say, "You should just ask and see what happens.."and I reply, "Nothing is going to happen." Just like nothing happened Christmas and Nothing Happened VAlentines Day and now we will have a NOthing Happens Mothers Day. THANKYOU for REMINDING me that I am UNAPPRECIATED and YES, being TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF. So I stand in the kitchen and get a little choked up about it because it is different when someone tells you that your situation is whatever it is, compared to just knowing it inside yourself. So I stand there and tell myself I don't need someone to thank me or get me a card, I just need to know that what I am doing is right and if I wasn't doing it odds are, No one would. Or at least not in the same way.

NO MORE PICTURES...for awhile

So, I think Todd and Kelly might be getting along now...well, at least enough to have chicken wars in Mini Vans....and work vehicles...so thats a step in the right direction...

Anyway, so Easter is HERE, and I am all Eastered out. My Grandparents are comming to town which will be fun and things the kids are totally stoked. I keep on having to work in the Nursery at Church which is okay but sometimnes, like last night, I really really needed a break. But a good thing that happened is that I implemnted TIME OUT on a kid who is AWFUL and he ended up being super good right after, YAY ME!! This baby girl is addicted to me in there and follows me everywhere, I think I mught look like someone she knows, but she is pretty cute so I dont really mind. Still Pregnant, my once was flatish stomach is now rounding a bit-and I am scared. Overall the kids and kelly and I are doing well and I need to go do my job. Darn Job anyway. =P

Two Pink Lines...and other things.

So, hope all is well out there on the frontier. AJ is wishy washy as ever floating between crying on the front portch saying, "I'd do anything to have the kids more" to a week later saying, "well we will have to see what my plans are this weekend..." Other than that things are okay-I am sicker than a dog and really am pretty darn angry at Holly for bringing her sick *bleep* kids here and getting me so darn sick that I can't sleep. Kelly seems to think that aother letter and perhaps a raise in price would take care of that...I am not so sure. other than that I pained the boys room "Glacier Bay" and 1/2 the girls room the same- I think I am going to get a soft pink to put on one of the walls though.

I REALLY REALLY need some new Sofa Covers....BAD BAD BAD....they are gross-what was I thinking 4 years ago when I bought such light colored couches? Oh yeah, probably "I am SO NEVER HAVING more than 2 kids..ever!" We are still looking-or rather I am still looking-for a used 3rd row for the Yukon, however it seems like we are stuck with the new ones out of CA for 650 total. Tiffany owes me a lot of money-and still has not paid me even though I am still watching her kid and am going to watch her dog so she can go on a week long road trip to Colorado. At this point I would settle for 1/2 of what she owes.

Things are great with me and Kelly and he is suprisingly in a good humor to have survived hte past few nights of me hacking my way through the night and making it so he can't sleep very much. The kids are sick-ish but CJ has my version of it while every one else is OK. I am tring to do some sort of service by working in the Pre School at Church on Weds Night but I think that perhaps I will not fit in-plus the "that was awkward look" I got when Liandra showed up there to get her kids after the service was probably a turn -off for them. Yeah, things are little stange here in Paradise sometimes. well, hoope all is well.

Bloggin'

Hey out there-Life is frantic and I have re-discovered reading-which makes for even less time for this updating stuff. Life is pretty good, Kelly and I are really seriously looking into buying a Suburban, we also need bunk beds (and a boat). LOL

Goin to the Chapel-

The days leadingup the the BIG DAY were both hectic and filled with a whole lotta arguing over stupid things. But here's the big dish:

I am the quickest (other than wendi) gettting ready to get married person there is.
But for all the quickness we werein a big rush to hurry up and wait to get married. We not only forgot ourt licence, which we went back for, but my purse that held all the funds we needed to make this thing happen. Talk about embarassing. So his mom paid for all that and now we owe her. =( DUring the ceremony I could hardly keep from laughing histerically because we not only opted to just forget the isle thing all together but there was no intro music and it was almost exactly like the courthouse...haha, but now it's over with. Naamah and Marina were there along with Grandma and Grandpa Reyburn my Dad and Wendi and the parents of Kelly. I am glad there were so many postive people there. My mother is still not talking to me apparently but only to everyone around me. What can you do?? The kids were excited to see us and we were excited to see them, I think I do not want to go back to Vegas for about 10 years. I wouyld however like to "discover idaho" and I think Kelly may be just the one to help me do that.