So Much For the Afterglow....

You put yourself in stupid places Yes I think you know it's true

Situations where it's easy to look down on you

I think you like to be the victim

I think you like o be in pain

I think you make yourself a victim almost every single day

You do what you do You say what you say

You try to be everything to everyone

You know all the right people

You play all the right games

You always try to be everything to everyone

Yeah you do it again You always do it again

You say they taught you to read and write

Yeah they taught you how to count

I say they tought you how to buy and sell your own body by the pound

I think you like to be their simple toy

I think you love to play the clown

I think you are blind to the fact that the hand you hold is the hand that holds you down

Oh by the way this one ^up there it's Everclear not that that Matters, but it reminds me what an Idiot I am when I listen to it...

The first star I see may not be a star.We can't do a thing but wait.So let's wait for one more.The time such clumsy time in deciding if it's time.I'm careful but not sure how it goes....You can loose yourself in your courage.The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.This is what she says gets her through it:"If I don't let myself by happy now then when?"If not now when?When the time we have now ends.When the big hand goes round again.....Can you still feel the butterflies?Can you still hear the last goodnight?Close my eyes and believe wherever you are, an angel for me.

And this one ^up here is Jimmy Eat World Off the Clairity Album.....not that you care but, it reminds me to let go and just be happy for once no matter if it's just for a minute...And it Represents the Chris Era. but that doesn't matter-Jimmy Changes with me....

Anyway, so this is what goes on when I am mostly alone with my Thoughts....We get a little Nostalgic and start thinking about the Library of Song Lyrics in Our head. SO there it is.....